Loneliness?		
Thank you.  I look forward to what might come here.
Yes.  I agree, I have to go with the flow of life without having constant thoughts of what the future may hold.  I guess the reason I feel lonely the most is that it's difficult to tell who might also be dealing with something similar and who wouldn't be.  Everyone acts similarly to a certain degree in public, so I feel that the chances of being able to find someone who would attempt to understand and reciprocate such notions seem nonexistent.  It makes me wonder if the interpersonal connection that I desire would really exist, or if it's just some myth I've forced myself to believe out of sheer optimism.