What were your undergraduate textbooks? What draws you to philosophy? — Paine
The short answer to your question is this: I want to learn how to think and how to ask smart questions.
I am very good at science, and the answers to the questions in established science are either correct or incorrect, except in frontier science. Many things in life have no simple answers. Most people learn by going through life facing the unknowns.
I talked to an engineer who had a course in philosophy. He said because of that one course, his education did not end after college. Well, it sounds good to me. I like to be among people who love to read and write.