It really starts by directly sensing your own consciousness. Be aware of the fact that everything you know happens in your consciousness. ....
— Carlo Roosen
That makes no sense. Write more clearly. — I like sushi
Long ago, when philosophy and science were still integrated, philosophy was much more experiential. Also later, I believe all famous philosophers got their insights from a deep personal experience as well. But after they died, different schools or interpretations arose. And the contact with experience was replaced by sheer logic. The same happens in religions, where a teacher sees things clearly, but his followers make a mess. So from time to time, we need to go back to the roots. That is what I am doing.
Consciousness is, as I see it, "the sensation of being alive". Or "the feeling of being me". You have probably noticed, these are tautologies, "sensation" and "feeling" already imply consciousness. The reason is, it is impossible to point to consciousness as a 3rd person phenomenon, you can only confirm it by yourself.
In order to do that, you must stop thinking. Get out of your conceptual thinking. How? I can't really help you with that. Philosophers, more than other people, have almost forgotten how it is to
not think. It has become a real compulsion. But it is unhealthy, leads to circular thinking and makes you blind for some aspects of life, such as, being aware of how thoughts pop into your mind. Personally, I do think a lot, but probably 50% of the time I am awake, I don't.
I gave a little experiment with 10 cookies. Did you do it, as in, with real cookies or checker pieces? Probably not.
I'll give you another experiment. Throw a dice or a coin, and cover it with your hand before you see what it shows. Then observe your state of mind, not knowing the result, while you know the answer is there, in "fundamental reality" as well as "in the future". All I want is that you confirm my model with a real-life experience. Then look at the dice or coin, and note how the answer becomes "conceptual reality" as well as "past". Most likely you missed the 'now', the moment you saw it, that is an advanced level.
I am pointing to a way of looking you can no longer find in today's western philosophy. But it is simple and crucial. I call it "verifyable". That means, things cannot be proven in objective (3rd person) terms. But they can easily be confirmed by each person individually (1st person). Just take the step of actually doing the experiment, it doesn't work if you perform the experiment in your mind.
Eastern philosophy is where you can find more on this, although it is rather vague. Try the "Power of Now" by Eckhart Tolle, if you can handle that.
I'm still hungry. You served an empty plate! — I like sushi
Yes I did, and I will continue doing that. That is my whole point, don't rely on the food of others but find it in your own backyard. Look around in amazement and wonder, "how do I actually make sense of the world?" Don't search for pre-cooked answers but find your own. Only then discuss and see if others have ideas that can help you make progress.
You are doing that for me, so thank you very much for that!