Objectivism: my fall from reason Sylar;
I realize that this thread is a couple of years old, and I understand your interest in Ayn Rand's philosophy has probably pasted you by since. I discovered her ideas over 30 years ago and view myself as an Objectivist. I'm not going to moralize or attempt to proselytize, but I came here to this forum looking for something not related to your subject and felt compelled to answer you as a man who has lived and studied Objectivism all of his life...even before I knew who Ayn Rand was or that her ideas were actually "out there" in the world. I thought maybe it might be useful for you to learn my story; how I lived before learning Ayn's ideas, and the life I've lived after becoming aware of Objectivism.
I grew up on a farm in a backwater of Oregon, USA. I could tell you the name of the township, but it wouldn't get you any closer to knowing where I grew up than if I didn't. Take a map of Oregon, find the emptiest space and put your finger right square in the middle of it. That's where I'm from. : ) I think its important to mention this, because out there in this backwater there was no organized religion. There were Baptists and Catholics and Mormans who were neighbors, but the nearest church for any of them was roughly 35 miles away. If there were churches for them at all. I couldn't tell you what my mother or my father thought about the subject of religion, but my personal experience with those who outwardly professed religious beliefs was not entirely good. Without going into much detail, I'll simply say that I grew up in an environment void of that kind of indoctrination.If you've studied Ayn's non-fiction writings you will know that the indoctrination I'm talking about is that of Original Sin, delivered as a righteous moral standard. I attended a church service once, when I was in my early teens, but the experience shook my confidence in my fellow man as being...predictable. That was strike one against religion! There were other experiences, mostly disputes about property boundaries and money, that provided additional feelings of distrust and caution in my judgement toward them. Keep in mind, my judgement was about the people, not the ideas, that religion produced. This, my disappointment in these people, along with a burning desire to see the world, prompted me to go immediately to college after high school. I left the farm with no desire to go back.
At the time (mid-1980's) college was a sink or swim proposition. I look back at my experience in college from the prospective of a college professor now: it certainly was a different environment back then! BTW, I do not profess philosophy; I teach the sciences of thermodynamics, hydrodynamics, other kinematic theories and some technologies based on these sciences.
OK, back to college and the experience that led me to Ayn Rand's ideas. Spring of '87 in an anthropology class (it was an elective that I though was interesting) I was shocked to hear the professor confess that he thought perhaps Reason was not able to solve the major societal problems we view as responsible for the demise of past cultures. That Reason might be impotent in guiding us out of the current crisis, which at the time was Peak Oil and the depletion of natural resources, and I think global Cooling was being bandied about as a threat, too. It was predicted that earths natural resources would be depleted in about 20 years and we would be freezing in a global ice age by guys who - obviously - had no idea what they were talking about. I say obviously because...well, take a look out of your window or at the crude oil market. :)
My reaction to this proclamation was genuine shock. I asked him: if not Reason, then what? His answer was a shrug. At this point in my life I had completely given up on religion and its shameful lack of answers, so I headed to the campus library. It was a technical college, so the tiny philosophy section was soon depleted of useful resources. :) I then headed for one of the downtown book stores looking for the author of a book that I had read for a literature class during my freshman year: the book was "The Last Days of Socrates," by Plato. I had enjoyed the book and thought Socrates to be a rather interesting character. Personally, I think Plato took some "artistic" liberties regarding the charges leveled against Socrates, and I suspect the vote to seal his fate was not unanimous! Of course, Socrates didn't do himself any favors by representing himself, and the horse analogy probably earned him his sentence. Anyway, I found a nice copy of The Republic in the philosophy section of the bookstore...right next to "Philosophy: Who Needs It", by Ayn Rand. A good question...one I hadn't thought to ask during my frantic search for the answer to the question my teacher shrugged at. That's were it started...my relationship with the ideas of Ayn Rand. Ideas which are based on the ideas of Aristotle, whom I've also studied during the last 30 years.
Before this becomes a rambling life story, I'll leave you with a single thought: if you don't appreciate Aristotle - his "passionate pursuit of passionless truth" - you haven't a chance of appreciating Ayn Rand. For me, Rand was an introduction to Aristotle and a testimony to the power of his thoughts, of his views, and of his humor...that is, what little humor comes out in the fragments of his writings that survive today.
Yes, I admire Ayn Rand and what she's done for mankind in this day in age, and I am confident to my core that the seeds that are her ideas have yet to bear fruit. But she is standing on the shoulders of a giant...perhaps the greatest mind to have ever lived. The man who taught Mankind how to think...the FIRST man to ever think about thinking: Aristotle.
I hope you find what you're looking for, and I'm genuinely sorry Ayn Rand failed to help you find it. My only advise is to keep your mind clear, and keep it active.
Sincerely,
TS Phillis