Speculations about being
So many thoughts coming up as I read this, I can't even focus to finish reading your post. Lemme try...
This is one of the best OP's I've read in awhile.
That the universe came from nothing, or creation ex nihilo, is prima facie, absurd. That the universe "came" into being seems to imply, from the semantics, that it came from or entered into somewhere or something that existed before. Before there was light, there was darkness - but this darkness is not "nothing". There must have already been something, a "firstness", "primary being", or some such eternal substance that holds up the rest of the architecture of existence as the foundations hold up a building, or the canvas displays the paint. — darthbarracuda
Indeed; all the arguments
for and against God's existence are completely boring and irrelevant. This problem you're talking about of "something and nothing" is far more compelling. There's no logical proof to demand that a "firstness" exist. Firstness is just first.
Precisely, nothing cannot be positively defined, for otherwise it would be something. — darthbarracuda
"Nothing" can just be "no": Does 2+2=5? No. That's probably a pretty bad example because it's just a mathematical impossibility, but I think the sense of that sentiment stands; nothingness as the underside of thingness isn't problematic to me; you find it in apophatic theology. For instance, asking questions about God: "is God 'x'?" "No." "is God 'y'?" "No." etc. The nothingness of the apophatic indicates a something. So the nothing serves a purpose in relation to the something. There's not 100% something in the metaphysical universe; there's some something, and some nothing. I hope that makes some sense; if not, let me know.
The "nothing" is the primal Being, the darkness surrounding the light. — darthbarracuda
You may know that this is in line with the Kabbalah, as well as Jakob Boeme and Nikolai Berdyaev, and to some extent Tillich. I'm sympathetic.
In my mystical and esoteric moments I am drawn to the idea that what we call the world is a temporary dream in an endless sleep; — darthbarracuda
:fire: This concept I've found is better enunciated in story rather than philosophy. The works of David Lynch (reference my avatar), Philip K. Dick, George MacDonald, and David Lindsay express this notion better than any philosopher I know.
that consciousness is an insomnia in a population of dreamers, or a momentary divorce from the unconscious deep. — darthbarracuda
The question is how to make the "insomnia" permanent.