My point is that you either have free will or not, if you choose to see it as free will, then you have free will at all times and there is no situation where you don't have free will, free will is constant and cant be granted by a god because you have it by default.
If you take the other perspective, where you don't have free will, no matter how many choices you have you are always limited by something, you don't do what you wanna do, you just do what you can, even if choosing a chocolate ice cream seems like something you would want, that's only because one of the options presented to you but what you would really want is to fly out the window.
Living your life as if you have free will or not make absolutely no different, you can feel like a positive guy or you can be a total nihilist and it doesn't matter because there is no direct consequence.
The value of free will is only as a privilege granted by a God, which is a double edge blade if you ask me. but there is no God so free will is irrelevant.