Don't people see this is next great step? allowing energy to experience and be aware of it's transformation. All time and space bringing us here, to moment where we are aware but unable to become anything more.

Aren't you living your purpose right now? Lot of people looking for a meaning, but you are living it. The reason it doesn't sit with you? Simple bias of wanting to be connected to something higher, human ego, thinking we are more than just a simple ant. You shitting, eating and moving from point A to point B is your purpose, if you think you have bigger purpose than an ant or feel entitled to it because you are "smarter" you are dead wrong. This is life. This is your purpose.

You know what's shitty? creating energy that wants to be aware, is aware and willing to give everything up to become more aware and never allowing it to reach outside.