Is there any value to honesty? I don't know if I agree with the notion that happiness comes with no strings attached. To me it seems that happiness is a form of emotional pleasure and sadness is a form of emotional pain. You can't live in a state of happiness indefinitely, it comes strung along with sadness. I believe that my sense of self is an illusion and I am whatever I perceive myself to be. If I position what I perceive myself to be in accordance with what I desire out of myself in the future, then that is something I can be happy with. To me it seems you are trying to persuade me into nihilistic thought. I would rather do something productive for our society and further the technological and scientific advancements of the human race than just sit back and enjoy "the things in life you can't describe". Especially taking into consideration that whenever I do find something that I can't describe, I try and succeed. I can't think of a single think I cannot describe. I don't see it as being reasonable for me to stay in a fantasy of my own bullshit while there are kids starving in Africa. I would much rather find happiness in the material world as I don't see any other options.