The Decay of Science Biology is a constant cycle between autonomic systems and a kind of re-calibration. The heart changes constantly in rate and force. The mind, too, relies largely on semi-mechanistic processes, but makes adjustments and recalculations, maybe even nanosecond by nanosecond. The adjustments may be calculations according to abstract formulae, or merely hunches, but between the passive play of predetermined processes and the proactive readjustment and recalculation, there must be a moment of recognition that the system is veering awry. It is all too easy to get caught up in the difference between mechanism and intervention, but the crucial meaning is neither, but is instead that moment of recognition. Whatever standards apply, when things begin to go awry something must intervene or disaster looms. The adjustment is no fix, there is no certain and permanent obviation of the moment of recognition. But there is literally no measurable duration between, and therefore no process or presence to identify the agency of that differentiation. Mind operates on divisions either/or, but that recognition of a system going awry is pure and wholesale differentiation. Neither prefabricated system nor re-engineering, It is neither/nor. Our minds are trained, autonomic and calculative, to see nothing there at all, until it's time to change. Which is constant, but infinitesimal, activity. Science is fixed upon the calculation, living is fixed upon the bio-mechanism. But mind is as much neither as it is nor, as much neither as not either. It's a cul-de-sac that takes a philosopher to clarify. Consider, for instance, how many times the steering-wheel of your car moves under your hand as you drive. You are not trying to set a fixed system of steering, but keeping you car in your lane. You may think about how to stabilize the steering, but it's not possible to anticipate the next flaw in your steering. Consciousness and agency is a constant intervention that cannot anticipate its being there at all. Science and habit are equally at a loss to avoid that moment of intervention. It's a tightrope. Get too habitual, or too calculative, and we fall. It's not a matter of finding the time, it's a matter of recognizing there is no time there at all, just moment neither one time nor the other. Being elusive is what it is.