More real reality? There must be so much to be perceived that we can't here? It feels like my mind can take in so much more than my senses ever gave me. And frankly after 35 life hasn't felt worth it. Eyesight became damage and more recently a neck injury that makes me dizzy and confused way too much of the time that I don't feel safe. I want to believe in an afterlife and I want to believe it can be so much better than this existence. These bodies weren't built to last as long as they often do.