Does anyone ever experience moments of the "uncanny absurd"? By this I mean just the realization of the routines, desires, etc. are simple habituations that we put on to unify an otherwise absurdly senseless universe? By this I mean, we have the level of language taught to us, but coherent use of reasoning, rationale, utility which we employ this linguistic-reasoning becomes starkly meaningless. A classic example is Camus' example in the Myth of Sisyphus where a person is talking animately behind a telephone booth and you cannot hear his words just his crazy gesticulations. The context is lost, the reasoning senseless. This kind of stark awareness of senselessness happens. But then you get hungry and have to go to the bathroom. Then we get worried that work needs to get done. Oh well. Senselessness no more.