It's not about my beliefs; I'm just telling you what I experienced (reality, not theory). I did put my open and sincere heart out there ... genuine interest, genuine respect, n all ... and in return, I got bent over and ... you get the picture. — Aurora

So, you've tried and had no luck. Seems like you think it's somebody else's responsibility. Those other guys who live choreographed lives. Is it their responsibility to provide you with the authentic life you want? If not, then who's responsibility is it?

Does that seem harsh? I don't mean it to be. I value your spirit and intelligence. I'm not trying to squash it.

Oh no ... I don't think it's anyone else's responsibility (at least not any singular individual). I'm not pointing the finger of blame anywhere. Human insanity cannot be put on trial :)

No, it's not harsh. I just think there is a misunderstanding here of what I'm trying to say. I value your frankness.