Hello all, and hello my moderator,

My name is Daorley Downy and I am a 67-year-old Christ Conscious "wise" fool living in the Philippines. The reason I'm "reaching out" in this way is because I have a lot to give but I have recently realized I am too isolated, and it's not good for me, as we are all essentially social beings. WARNING about me, right away -- I'm completely honest and open about everything. It doesn't concern me what folks think of me; I'm not out here to please anybody; and I'm quite polite, and if anyone had the courage or whatever to face me in person, they would find me one of the nicest people they ever met, because even though I have been cranky of late, I feel obliged to be kind to anyone who can "take me". I HAVE BEEN BANNED from two philosophy forum sites about 12 years ago, but I was accepted on a couple of others. The reasons for my being banned before are likely these: I am a Qualitative Number philosopher (have been for 48 years; I obtained Number from the corrupt Kabalarians, and have never been a core member because I sensed their hypocrisy and mediocrity when I got into the organization at 19 years of age. I basically got out of the K's and stopped paying dues years before the monster Ivon Shearing was caught by police, and I severed any connection with them when the fiasco came out in the news, with some K's so disappointed they contemplated suicide. Twenty girls were sexually abused by the monster.). One moderator clearly objected that my ideas were not part of "real philosophy", which was implied to be the ideas of philosophers starting around Spinoza's time, to recent times. Which, quite honestly, is A CROCK. Philosophy has to go back ten thousand years or more to the time of ancient India; of course they still have some Number philosophy today, I believe connected with the yoga teachings, I don't really know or care. The Number guy Pythagoras was 600 BC, time of Plato too? who had an associate to whom is attributed "Happiness is impossible without Number" (I say this a lot). The K's teaching is not complete (mine is more complete), but it is the best that I know of for Number. The word "teach" is a misnomer that should ideally be removed from the dictionary. I do not "teach" myself, I just speak of my concept and people either are able to "learn" it or not. Also, I do not "teach" anything for money, which may make me UNIQUE in the world. The Kabalarians sin is in ASKING FOR MONEY for the Knowledge of Life that should be freely given to anyone who insists on having it without a fee. The story of the K's founder, who was also a child molester (pedophile, though) is tragic and fascinating, and if anyone here is bold enough to request this story, I will provide my theory on it with facts and premises. SECOND WARNING about me: (hehe, you ideally should just tell me to "f off" right away) because although I don't mind dialogue, I am not looking for answers or wisdom because I already have them, I mean ALL THE ANSWERS, and I'm not a loony here, it's just the truth. If any one here could actually "get me", their life would change. Once I had a creepy guy posting implying that he wanted my blood after I was crucified. He thought because I quote Jesus Christ somewhat that I actually wanted to "follow JC in everything". But the truth is, the story of Christ is fiction (his words of wisdom are not) in that no "wise" one could ever have been crucified because they were all underground people who didn't draw attention to themselves. I do get negative attention sometimes, but I could never be burned at the stake. My greatest protection is my Soul of Love, but my "physical barrier" of being a recluse behind a high walled property is helping me these days, because it is dangerous for me to be anywhere near evil people. Honestly, as always, my "alter ego" is the worst imaginable killer and I mustn't "tempt the devil" by being with any of those my alter ego would dispose of first. I could never actually kill anyone coz my Soul of Love has always prevented me from doing anything that would bring me the eternal damnation of a death angel. So I don't really "dialogue" so much as just present or share my concept, which is vast. I'm no doubt considered "crazy" when I talk about "THE ANGELS", the category names of which are what we are or our "moral levels". Realizing the angels is a manifestation of wisdom, and not really so safe to teach to people before they attain to wisdom, BUT I have decided these are desperate times and crazy things might be required. In any case, referring to angels (e.g. love angel and death angel are the 2 basic types, but there's much more I may carefully mention if I think it's fitting). SO, TO SUMMARIZE THIS INTRODUCTION without my whole life story, I say: If you guys (and 2 girls? 3?) have the courage to give me a chance and maybe just scratch your head or something, hehehe, I would be appreciative. I know my stuff is sometimes "intimidating" or "dialogue stopping", as in "WTF can I say to this?".But feel free to say anything you like, really, if I'm accepted here. I'm not out to try and brainwash or mind-control anyone; I had a critic that was afraid of me in that respect, sadly. Basically, IF YOU CAN TAKE ME without being sure you need to fire me off somehow to another planet, MY HAT WILL BE OFF TO YOU. I'm a comedian too, and my wife laughs at my jokes all day long. It helps keep me sane. But I also ideally need some interaction or whatever (a good kick in the teeth, as Scots say sometimes) with other humans, preferably really deep ones. Thanks for reading, and all the best to you all, Failing that, whatever your karma provides. (Gosh, I didn't know I was THAT clever!). Take it easy and don't get too puffed up, maties. Love and Truth, I'm out, Daorley.