I have a hard time finding People to give back approximately equal (not equal) emotion when i talk to them.

I go to gay chat sites but there is alot of wierd stuff that goes on there.

I also try not to but i also go to strip chat rooms to get energy but there is almost no way to do that the right way.

Churches take more energy from me than they give back.

For now on i will only go to house Churches which is the pre-3rd century way to do it.

There aren't many of them around in my local area.

Is it wrong for a pseudo-straight Christian to go to gay chat rooms?

I don't think it is.

I consume probably 4000 calories or more a day. The only People who are willing to help me
process my emotions or almost break even in conversation is Gay Men and Women.

David (not me) and Jonathan had a love for each other that exceeded the love between a Man and a Woman (the way they typically love each other).

Some of you may have wondered in the past at my tactics on this site. I used to try to dominate People on this site but now I realize this is the closest thing i will get to an approximately (approximately) equal exchange in emotional energy through conversation.

Words and language are (in my opinion) the constitutive micro-psychism (a form of pan-psychism mathematical (if you will allow me to use that word mathematical in this case) construction of emotion.

I believe all matter is made up of emotion and that words are emotion in a structured format.

I believe all this lines up with the Holy Book i subscribe too.

Well guys the Christian Forums are lovers of themselves just as much if not more than any modern Atheist.

Feel in complete freedom to ridicule me for this OP.

You can probably guess what Holy Book i subscribe too.

Have fun!