I tried arguing with your reply, but you're absolutely correct. I think I just need to fall back into society again. Thank you so much.

Specifically my life. I'm a middle-class worker in the U.S. with aspirations for filmmaking. The fact that I wasn't born into any societal significance makes me fear my impact on the universe isn't worth living. I'm not suicidal, but I'm feeling like Sisyphus lately. I've been trying to adopt the absurdist outlook, but I can't shake my existential dread.