Bitter Crank,
I failed creative writing because I could not be creative. — curious
I doubt very much that you
could not be creative, but "creative writing" isn't the same as "creativity". "Creative writing" is about turning out specific kinds of writing that follow certain forms -- the short story, poetry, drama. The student is expected to turn out writing that conforms to the teacher's expectations. I also took a creative writing class and found that I wasn't very good at it.
With general writing, I get by. I am thinking about just writing with a pen on paper. No editing no critiquing. — curious
Back in the 1980s, somebody (can't remember) wrote a book by the title of (can't remember) in which he argued that writing on a computer screen is quite different than using a typewriter (or using pen on paper) because it "costs nothing" to edit. He wasn't talking about literal cost, rather, psychological cost. When you use a typewriter, or pen on paper, there is no easy way of making mistakes disappear. You can cross them out, but you can still see where the error was. And it takes much more actual labor to make an error on a typewritten or ink-written page disappear. On a computer, selected text disappears effortlessly and completely. The writer is less committed to any particular phrasing on a computer screen, than he would otherwise be.
Spell and grammar checking, and automatic word substitution, wasn't readily available on the personal computers that the author would have been using, and they weren't as good then as they are now. It is still a good idea to think about what you are writing--spelling, grammar, punctuation, word choice, all that.
The editing on this forum is good; it by itself has told me much about writing. I just want to be understood. For a while I wrote by e-mail without grammar of any sort and which I called it rattling. To this day I still rattle which means no editing not critiquing, but the editor is right with my spelling. Curious. — curious
Well, lots of people rattle on.
I haven't read much of your writing, but what I have read so far would suggest that you don't have any problem producing perfectly intelligible texts. Here are some suggestions for practice.
1. Write more, much more. Writing
well takes practice. Write a lot. Keep your originals for a while for comparison.
2. Use ordinary words and plain sentence structure (more or less what you are already doing in your posts here).
3. Write about whatever interests you.
4. If you can, find somebody who can give you useful feedback and can spot mechanical errors (we all make mechanical errors -- punctuation, spelling, typos, misplaced words, etc.).
By the way, you might be interested in Jack Kerouac's book, "On The Road"§ which he wrote in 1957. Kerouac was one of the original "beatniks". He wrote the book on a roll of teletype paper (teletypes have pretty much disappeared, but the rolls were about the size of a paper towel roll and were pretty cheap paper. One could put one end in one's typewriter and type for many hours without stopping, which is what he did. He didn't edit himself as he wrote. The publisher edited the text, of course. Kerouac didn't indicate page breaks, used real names (later changed) and such. He just 'rattled on'.
Here's an interesting little film (4 minutes or so) about Kerouac's manuscript.
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When the book was originally released, The New York Times hailed it as "the most beautifully executed, the clearest and the most important utterance yet made by the generation Kerouac himself named years ago as 'beat,' and whose principal avatar he is."[1] In 1998, the Modern Library ranked On the Road 55th on its list of the 100 best English-language novels of the 20th century. The novel was chosen by Time magazine as one of the 100 best English-language novels from 1923 to 2005. Wikipedia