To expostulate on this idea that, perhaps, only I am interested in, I should like to share an anecdote of a rather one-sided conversation that I had with an old friend about what it is that men ought to think that they should be like. They had concluded that men ought to think that they should be ethical libertines, which I agreed with, as you do want to be intelligent, charming, cultivated, well-travelled, a good romantic partner, not lacking in social grace, quick witted, and kind. I also, however, found for their conclusion to be absurd, as being let to cultivate such a way of life was already how the aristocracy would manipulate their respective populaces. There's a certain poverty to aristocratic conduct in that, in order to use such people so as to retain order, only they are let to live as the aristocracy believes itself to be better for doing. The rest of their regimen becomes subject to a set of cult pathologies and neuroses concerning codes of conduct and the attempt to organize society in such a manner that would let their regimen survive. If you watch the film,
Ludwig, you will find that being an aristocrat was not this grand whirlwind adventure undertaken by a cultivated
intelligentsia so as to cross the threshold of the perceived boundaries of the human experience, but, rather, a maddening and quixotic attempt on the part of any person who would find for the various forms of psychological repression insufferable to liberate themselves from the very social order that granted them their somewhat illusory status in the world. Luchino Visconti casted the Swan King, Ludwig I of Bavaria, as an Absurd man. Given Visconti's role within the aristocracy of his day, I think that it would be safe to assume that he took a certain degree of poetic license. Nevertheless, I think that the presentation of Ludwig I as someone who had waged a mad revolt so as to be let to live an authentic life was just simply to the point.
To bring us back to the Postmodern condition, as, though they are still around, the role that the aristocracy has to play today is largely symbolic, what I will say of this idea of an ethical libertine is that there is no reason to convince a person that, in so far that they should so desire to be as in any British Invasion band, they should choose to be within either The Small Faces or The Kinks as something like that is already what people have implicitly believed for centuries.
The mistake that people make, however, is to assume that, because of existent forms of class, and all that "class" is is some form of social order or another, it would require extraordinary circumstances for just about anyone to cultivate an authentic way of life. Authenticity really is for everyone. From Pete Townshend destroying his guitar on stage to the riots that occurred during shows in the early days of The Jesus and Mary Chain, it should not take such forms of personal revolt to get that point across.
Primal Scream sampled
The Wild Angels so as to finally play off the lifestyle extremism born in response to the burning of Beatles records. They brought the rave scene together in a way like that.
For me, though, it's just not about the drugs anymore. I want to live. Anarchists are somewhat notorious for their celebration of minor crimes, as if shoplifting could ever expropriate capital to a point of creating a more liberal and equitable society. There's something that such acts teach people, however. You don't ask for your freedom; you just take it. I've recently turned thirty-one, however, and have finally been able to let go of youthful rebellion. I've come to an age of maturity to where I understand that I never really wanted to do things like crash some young urban professional's wedding party in a dancehall that I used to frequent and get completely toasted on their free champagne. I kind of just wanted to the disc jockey to throw it back with some Northern Soul and actually enjoy having a place to dance.
I'm kind of an independent music scholar, and, so, I use a lot of references that, perhaps, not everyone can relate to. Now, I kind of want to be like Bob Dylan, Tim Buckley, The Tallest Man on Earth, or The Milk Carton Kids. People, however, still have certain assumptions about authenticity and class. If you play the mandocello, an entirely good instrument, like a Gold Tone, is still not a Gilchrist. I'd consider purchasing a Gilchrist upon landing myself with a career that could afford one, but, it is entirely absurd to expect for any veritable mandocello player to just simply have one already. All that an electric mandocello is is just not a Gibson Les Paul, and, so, it'd be absurd to play one at all, but I think that that should get my point across.
To return to the David Foster Wallace essay, in order for authenticity to be considered as something for everyone, I think that we'll have to be forgiving of that it is bound to be somewhat awkward at first. Though I am just trying to double my listenership from three to six as of right now, to only example that I really have of this other than
Manifesto is my
bandcamp. A literary critic could tear my poetry to shreds and it is not quite good enough for One Little Independent Record Company to release, but, when you do think about it, it is kind of better than almost every other Spoken Word page on bandcamp. I don't assume for this to be because of that I am a superior poet; I think that it is so because of my approach to authenticity, which, with what pretense I can currently eschew, I do think is somewhat radically new and could, in some way, shape, or form, ultimately change the world for the better.
In a way, though, all of the human experience is kind of authentic. As much as there is to learn from Jean Baudrillard, I think that there's also something off about this idea that any aspect of the human experience can truly to be simulated. The 2017 film,
Ghost in the Shell, is actually what it appears to be. It's a spectacular form of pure entertainment, and one that is fairly enjoyable by that account. Even though the experience of watching
Ghost in the Shell is kind of somatic, it's not as if it occurs on some separate plane of reality.
There's also that there's a certain degree of snobbery associated with authenticity that I, at least, find to be distasteful. Even though I like the band, SPIRIT OF THE BEEHIVE, better than kind of a lot of musical acts, I understand that there are contributing cultural circumstances to that a person is even aware of them and don't assume for anyone who hasn't heard of them to somehow be disingenuous in their appreciation of music or other forms of art.
That's a fairly lengthy post. If anyone reads it, I hope that you will enjoy what I have had to say about this. I think that it's fairly erudite, but it could just ultimately be somewhat idiosyncratic and eccentric. It's just something that I've put a lot of thought into. It's probably somehow entertaining, to say the least. I will stop going on about this now, though, as I kind of feel like I am the only person who has any real idea as to what I'm on about, despite my concerted effort to have presented this in a relatable manner that is not rather characteristically obscure. Oh well, I guess. I, at least, see the humor in that I'm kind of an unfortunate obscurant. "Define irony", y'know?