When does free will start? Let me clarify what I wrote (since it's my thread I better keep it neat). I am Catholic by nature in a majority of ways. That's how I was raised. I don't intellectually believe in the Catholic "supernatural order" anymore though. Catholics condemned Protestantism for saying that faith alone was needed for salvation. They thought faith alone was an incomplete human act. The act of salvation instead was a combination of faith, hope, and love (charity). Through ecumenism, especially the Lutheran-Catholic dialogues, Catholics realized that a lot of Protestants were genuinally like them and concluded that the Protestants emphasize faith for psychological reasons but that their actual acts of "faith alone" were in reality acts of faith, hope and love. This old dispute has relevance to my thread. That is, what is needed for virtuous acts? Is Quietism evil? Is Buddhism quietism? What is good and bad meditation? Sometimes I will lie down and just stare at a wall for about an hour. I think it's a mixture of mulling and focusing, but a yoga instructor friend told me once it is not meditation. I really don't know what meditation is then, what the difference between self-hypnosis and meditation is, and how these types of things relate to understanding oneself and one's own free faculty. I come at this issue, again, from a religious perspective because i was raised a traditional Latin Mass Catholic