correct but by past i was referring to the coming past, for example a year or more is a decent time away from the current mind in which im thinking and writing this from now, but i still know its coming.. so in the mean time i have monthly intervals to play with mentally that they too are yet to come but soon they too will be the past. so by envisioning the moment as you want it to play out and in reverse i feel allows you to build a mental sketch that ive noticed i fall right into. and its like whatt....... !

when you define real how can you define that? if everything with in our reality started from a mental picture ? it started from imagination so the scope i am speaking from and referring to is also from this perspective if you get what i am trying to say

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