For the past several years I’ve been understanding this idea and many others. It’s true we don’t matter but because of this I have put myself into a negative state. I don’t really see good or bad in anything I do. Things have lost their meaning. Since I know and understand me as a human, is just another living creature, I also understand I will die one day. And because we will all die, I don’t have the passion to live and find the beauties of our world anymore. How do I pull myself out?