Can the philosophical mysteries be solved at all?
I hope that you are okay! I do feel completely demoralised by many aspects of life in our current world. It does seem to be becoming rather technocratic. I have been working on a couple of new threads and the one which I feel may be related to what you are saying is,' What are we? What Does It Mean To Be Human'. It is a thread which begins with Gaugin, who did his painting, 'Where Do We Come From? What Are We, Where Are We Going'? when he was feeling suicidal. Your views would be very welcome on that thread. If you read it some of it may appear as being a bit disjointed, because I had two ideas for threads and tried to use these to make one, and I have edited my title a few times.
I will add there is a difference between being suicidal and being perceived as suicidal. I once got seen as a risk by the transport police. I had got on the wrong bus, landed up in the country, and found a train station. I was hoping to get a train but they had finished, so I sat on a bench, thinking that I would stay out and, then, go straight to what work the next day. But, I think that the police thought I was about to throw myself under a train and I ended up being taken to A& E and having to wait to be assessed the next day. Of course, I never got to work the next day at all. Looking back, the funniest thing, although it was not funny at the time, was explaining it to a manager on the phone, especially as I remembered the name of the station as Radcastle rather than Hackbrige, and my manager told me that there was no such place. I think that she thought I was really round the bend.
Anyway, I am going out shortly, but I will probably log in to the forum at some point in a cafe. I am taking advantage of being able to go to such places, in case any further lockdowns are on the way. Anyway, please take care and hope that are able to express your ideas in my threads or any other ones.