You have a very good point there, i really think that I need some kind of mentor, or a place I can go to. But maybe it’s possible without school. We live in a digitalized age. Anything can be done with a computer. Bill gates, elon musk and many great thinkers are self-thought. But someone helped them one the way. i can make a digitalized community like we have here.

maybe i can try a course on the internett first? just to try it out, i am also very interestet in psycology. english is not may native language, so its important that it is in english. so i can get more knowledge.

what i am asking here is, should i study philosophy at school. or just learn from my self as a hooby