The Republic Strikes Back: A Platonic Sequel By "knowlegde" are you referring to your direct experience of God or some interpretation of the experience that you might have extrapolated?
If the former then it begs the question as to how you could reject it, that is how could direct experience ever be rejected? — Janus
It's tricky. Isn't what we say we experience almost always a combination of direct impressions and our conception of them? In this case it is a combination of occurrences during meditative states, psychological and emotional experiences, intuition, and inductive reasoning. All of this is hardly irrefutable evidence.
How can one reject direct experience? In this case by simply discounting the experience as delusion. I was taught that this is what these experiences were and I still think delusion is a very plausible explanation. Religious delusion is very common.
Take an example of a schizophrenic having psychological delusions. A doctor explains the visions aren't real. Assuming no medication worked, how would you handle the delusions? Even if you did trust the doctor it would be nearly impossible to resist believing in these visions if they were consistent and repeated. Even trying multiple things (meditative techniques or detailed studies of the mechanics of delusion) they continued.
I still have moments where I worry all my religious experiences are delusion or that I've lost my faith in one of the religions that's true and I shouldn't have. I'll get to the afterlife and be in big trouble for having tried the faith and faltered, being better off to never have attempted it in the first place. It's clear such a possibility is logically ridiculous, yet its unnerving how many other people think it's true. It's interesting that fundamentalist or conservative Christians, Jews, and Muslims all sound identical in tone yet would all be condemning each other to hell.
Too much existential angst and doubt which goes nowhere. The main reason I believe is that it gives at least temporary reprieve but to reject theism would be existing in s constant state of denial of my experience and doubting my conviction.