“You sound like someone who doesn’t believe that god exists, but doesn’t positively believe that god doesn’t exist either (a weak atheist), and someone who not only claims not to know, but claims knowledge is impossible (a strong agnostic).”
Not so, I believe in a creating and balancing force. Couldn’t begin to say whether or not the creating and the balancing forces are the same force. However to call this god to me seems a bit much as I think it goes beyond simple anthropormorphicpersonification.
However, in most religions we not only see god or gods being deified by us, but we see god or gods deifying us back. So to me this implies deification as some kind of contract with a supreme entity that has Will to put us at the focus of its attention, and deify us back.
However, I also choose to believe that a judging god exists or a judgement mechanism exists that we call god. To put it simply, this judging gods only unique characteristic is that it is unborn. The unborn generations of humans and other life which has the capacity to look backward with a critical eye. As we do on those from the past, we are their judges but they cannot be ours, just as we cannot judge those who are not yet born. I call this a judging mechanism because although unborn, these future generations are still mortal, therefore god is in itself an inappropriate phrase to use for this mechanism. The implications of this also suggest a final judgement day will indeed come, when the last generation has nothing to look forward to and it can only look back and have its last say on whether or not what came before had any value or meaning.
I’m sorry but for me your question really doesn’t go deep enough, but it definitely seems like myself and others have perhaps aided you in coming up with other lines of discussion.
Although, thinking about it now, I suppose my overall answer would be that my view on these things has a lot of weight in my application of philosophy.
Oh, this view of deifying the unborn generations is called Generationism and is more an application of Pragmatism in ethics than a spiritual worldview. I myself identify as an agnostic Taoist spiritually but if you called the Tao or the Dao, “God” you’d be grossly misunderstanding the concept really.