Disturbing Dreams... I've been trying to make sense of it. Perhaps there are some dream interpreters who can help me here, especially considering this important plottwist: I don't actually have a brother. — Tzeentch
That was one intense dream. It seems some part of you really wanted to get some point across with the false awakening part. I have no idea what the point of dreams are. There are some interpretations that it's just the brain organizing content; but, I find dreams too deeply emotional to brush them aside as "the brain haphazardly organizing shit".
I've been having
a lot of lucid dreams recently. They usually entail me going to the beach and relaxing there. Most often I don't try and interfere with my dreams. I just let them play out lucidly to observe what the heck they are trying to tell me.
Just this night I had a dream where I was working on a nuclear reactor that was a threat of melting down. I realized that this was a dream by doing a simple reality check of keeping my mouth closed and blocking my nostrils to prevent me from breathing. Once I realized that I could still breath, then I realized that it was a dream. The surroundings of the dream changed to my room that I sleep in, and I then flew out of my window towards the beach. I then met my sister, and we started talking about psychology. The sun was shining brightly outside and I was on warm sand near the beach.
One thing that surprises me about my dreams, is that I haven't had a horrific dream that you often read about online, since forever. It seems I am in good standing with my conscious or unconscious that it doesn't bother me too much. On second thought this isn't entirely true. I have had a dream where I had the intent to murder someone with an ax, which did bother me. But, this dream took place something like a year ago. I talked about it with my mother and she told me it was just a dream. That's at least how I interpret things that go on in a dream, as just a dream. I just try and enjoy them.
That is not to say I disregard my dreams. I often pay close attention to their content and happenings. They are perhaps, the pinnacle of self-generated content. It is a close encounter or as close as possible to get wrt. to one's psyche.